I hate June

My birthday is June 5.

My mom’s dad’s birthday was June 11. He died on June 15. My other grandfather died on my 24th birthday. My mother-in-laws birthday is June 24.

My brother-in-law Mark died on June 20th, and my dad died on June 23rd, while we were attending Mark’s funeral. It was the absolute worst week of my life.

It’s a shit month for me.

I try. I try so hard to get through without too much negativity, as I know my loved ones don’t want that for me. But wow. Hard.

So.. no plans for the day. Hoping mom and I can do something together, maybe bake something yummy, or make a good meal together. I sure hope the sun shines a bit. I could use that…