I started this blog to sort of chronicle my life, as I felt like I was at a major turning point. I AM at a major turning point. However, it is all a big mess. There is so much I want to change, that I do not know where to begin.
After much soul searching, I realized it has to start with me. I need to deal with/heal past traumas. I need to figure out who I want to be and what I need to do to get there.
I want to be stronger, physically and mentally, emotionally and spiritually. So, I am working on that first. One day at a time, bit by bit. I am hoping that as I get to where I want to be with this part, other parts will sort of fall into place, or at least be easier to achieve.
I REALLY wanted a garden and chickens this year. And that is not going to happen. I am not strong enough to take care of all that (having knee issues, currently in PT to address…) I need the chicken yard fenced and a fenced area for the garden. And I am just not there. I have tried to find someone to do that for us, but I cannot find anyone to do it. I will most likely have some containers going with some stuff. And we will hit the local farms and markets to can like we did last year.
I am frustrated that I am not where I wanted to be. So I am taking that frustration to motivate myself to get to where I want to be.
And that is all for now. 😉