Monthly archives: October, 2017

Busy

Being the only person to drive leaves me running ragged some times. I don’t mind it. Now that I don’t live in Tampa, and I don’t have to deal with 275 at rush hour or I-4 at any time, I’m good.. It just seems like I’m always running some one, some where. Again, not a …

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It’s a hard pill to swallow.. that realization that if you were to die tomorrow, the only people who would REALLY be upside down over it are your mom, your kid, and maybe your hubby for a spell.  I’ve tried to be good and do good. I always come up short. In the big picture, …

Exhausted 

I went to bed last night and drifted right off to sleep. I had the window open and a gust of wind blew in and the door slammed shut. It woke me and I wasn’t able to go back to sleep. I’d been asleep for about 20 minutes before the door slammed shut. Last time …

Present day

So, I’m fat. Morbidly obese. I totally just gave up and ended up gaining 25 more lbs. I could spend time being angry with myself about it, but what good would that do? Self pity is what got me here. I’m to the point that I’m really uncomfortable and having a hard time doing normal …

The past

I am not sure why I felt the need to purge memories, but it was overwhelming and I think I can stop now. Or not… hah! I think it was actually triggered by my cat. We had to have one of our cats put to sleep in June. She was so sick and we couldn’t …

Pop

When my grandpop passed away in 1997, it devastated me. I had received a phone call from my Dad at the beginning of May that my Pop was loaded with cancer, and that the oncologist had given him a time frame of 3 weeks to 3 months, at best. I had just come off of …

Pop

When my grandpop passed away in 1997, it devastated me. I had received a phone call from my Dad at the beginning of May that my Pop was loaded with cancer, and that the oncologist had given him a time frame of 3 weeks to 3 months, at best. I had just come off of …