Today’s prompt is, “What is your vision for the next year?”
That is an easy one for me. Seeing what I want always is. It is in the followthrough that I fail. Nothing ever goes according to plan. Ugh.
My vision for the next year is to try to pull my head out of my ass. Seriously. I get too wrapped up in my own head, or in someone else’s problems. I procrastinate HORRIBLY, and that is something that I really want to change. I want to eat better. I want to move my body every day, to become stronger and healthier. I need to find my followthrough. I want to learn to love myself, because right now there is nothing but contempt, disgust, and loathing. I have neglected myself as a result, for far too long.
That is my ‘breakthrough’, (my word for 2021).. to love myself enough to followthrough. Stop procrastinating, as it just perpetuates the self-loathing. I need to finish what I start.
The best way for me to do that, is to just take it one day at a time. Planning ahead is good, and essential for me in some ways, but I tend to go overboard. Then, when things don’t happen the way I wanted them to happen, or if plans hork entirely, I give up.
I am NOT doing that this time. I am NOT GIVING UP. I have my head on straight about this, and I am going to take baby steps until I feel confident enough to run.
And with that, it is now midnight. I need to wind down and get to bed.
Find your breakthrough! <3
Until next time… xoxo