Better Every Day,  Hey. Hi. Hello.,  Rediscovery

New Year, New Me

Hahahaha. Just kidding. We all know that I suck at following through on stuff. On my Insta, I had wanted to take a photo each day of my view from the porch. OMG, I missed so many days. UGH. So, then I was going to start taking a photo each morning at daybreak. Well, that lasted all of two days. It is cold, dead, and gray outside. No one wants to see 47922 pictures of that. Besides, with my sleep issues, I am not always up that early.

I have really been trying to take a good hard look at myself, though, to assess where I really need to make changes. I need to start exercising again. My eating has gone bad once again. I am not making the best choices. So, I make a list before bed of what needs done the next day. And then I just get it done.

As for food? I do a grocery pickup today, chock full of healthy foods. Time to get off my ass and get after it. I am tired of being a slug.

Hopefully, I see it through.

I am really struggling with being on social media. I love keeping in touch with my friends and family, but I still see so much ick every day, even with unfollowing and unfriending. People are so horrible any more. I mean, I try not to focus on that. Some days, it is so hard.

I am trying to deal with some unresolved ick in regard to losing my job. I loved my job. I thought I was valued there. I thought I had friends there. And I see now, that no one wanted me there. And it has left me feeling so sad, and so badly about myself. I do not know what I did wrong. I am trying to move on!

So, baby steps in the right direction to better myself.

Todays To Do list has 8 items on it. Five of those are completed. Off to finish the rest!

Hi. I am Jen. I lost myself for awhile. Here is where I talk about trying to find myself, trying to be better in all aspects of life. I am moody, unpredictable, opinionated, a realist (who really struggles with being a realist), loving, caring, kind, and mostly laid back. I love my family beyond measure. I try to treat others as I wish to be treated. I do not tolerate bigotry, racism, and or hatred.. you get nasty, you get blocked. I do not engage. Just be nice.. ;)

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