Well Hello…
I have a lot going on. I have felt like I am on the edge of something big for awhile now. I just was not sure if that was a good thing or not.
It has been made very clear to me that it is a GOOD thing. Big changes are happening for me. I am excited. I am taking baby steps so as not to get too overwhelmed.
I just have not been living my best life. I have let others dictate too much. That is not good for me. I decided it is time to really take care of ME.
I mean, I am still taking care of my family! LOL … But I am doing it much more intently. I am doing it with a heart full of gratitude that I have these people in my world. And I am taking time for ME.
I have had to restructure myself… how I think, how I feel, how I react. It is a work in progress, of course. It is work that I am enjoying. I am sort of rediscovering myself.
I am looking forward to Spring. I am looking forward to planting all of the things and hopefully getting chickens. I am looking forward to canning stuff with my mom again in the Fall. And in between all of that, I am looking forward to becoming the person I was meant to be. FINALLY.
Til next time… xoxo
Jen
Hi. I am Jen. I lost myself for awhile. Here is where I talk about trying to find myself, trying to be better in all aspects of life. I am moody, unpredictable, opinionated, a realist (who really struggles with being a realist), loving, caring, kind, and mostly laid back. I love my family beyond measure. I try to treat others as I wish to be treated. I do not tolerate bigotry, racism, and or hatred.. you get nasty, you get blocked. I do not engage. Just be nice.. ;)