• Better Every Day,  Hey. Hi. Hello.,  Rediscovery

    Struggles

    I started this blog to sort of chronicle my life, as I felt like I was at a major turning point. I AM at a major turning point. However, it is all a big mess. There is so much I want to change, that I do not know where to begin. After much soul searching, I realized it has to start with me. I need to deal with/heal past traumas. I need to figure out who I want to be and what I need to do to get there. I want to be stronger, physically and mentally, emotionally and spiritually. So, I am working on that first. One day at…

  • Better Every Day,  Hey. Hi. Hello.,  Rediscovery

    Well Hello…

    I have a lot going on. I have felt like I am on the edge of something big for awhile now. I just was not sure if that was a good thing or not. It has been made very clear to me that it is a GOOD thing. Big changes are happening for me. I am excited. I am taking baby steps so as not to get too overwhelmed. I just have not been living my best life. I have let others dictate too much. That is not good for me. I decided it is time to really take care of ME. I mean, I am still taking care of…

  • Better Every Day,  Hey. Hi. Hello.,  Rediscovery

    Ch ch ch changes

    Yes, I know. Resolutions are no good. I have made plenty over the course of my life that never came to be. This is not a resolution. It just is what it is. I have been working towards it for awhile. But, I am going to live my life with intent. I am going to stop telling every one every thing. And I am just going to DO. And well, that is that! Happy New Year! Be kind. Be tolerant. Speak out against wrongdoing. Do something nice for someone. And find your happy. Life is too short for anything else. Peace. Love. Happiness. xoxo

  • Rediscovery

    50 Questions : Part 2!

    Okay, here are more of those 50 Questions to Help You Find Your Best Self. I left off at #20.. 21. What are 5 things that make me smile? hm.. The laughter of my loves, when my kitties greet me with purrs and trills, sunshine!, big, white, puffy cloud days, and seeing others doing nice things for other people. 22. What steps can I take to be the most confident version of myself? Do not listen to the negativity in my head. I can do anything I put my mind to… develop a healthy-for-me routine and stick to it, work hard for the things that I want… set small goals…

  • Rediscovery

    50 Questions!

    This is a bit different than the Personal History Questions I have been answering. These are geared at helping on to find their best self. Not sure how many I will do at a time, we will just have to see. Here we gooooo! And I think I will stop there for now.. The rest will come soon!

  • Better Every Day,  Hey. Hi. Hello.,  Rediscovery

    Procrastination, be damned!

    One of my goals for this month is to make a list each night of what needs done the next day. I was able to cross off all but one thing, and one other thing is in progress. So, yay! I am a horrible procrastinator. Lists help. Another goal I had set for this month was to try to remain positive, even if I am feeling grouchy. I was successful at this as well. However, I did allow myself a moment or two to acknowledge the grumpy, and then move on. I did not make the best food choices today. I am done beating myself up about it though. Tomorrow…

  • Better Every Day,  Hey. Hi. Hello.,  Rediscovery

    New Year, New Me

    Hahahaha. Just kidding. We all know that I suck at following through on stuff. On my Insta, I had wanted to take a photo each day of my view from the porch. OMG, I missed so many days. UGH. So, then I was going to start taking a photo each morning at daybreak. Well, that lasted all of two days. It is cold, dead, and gray outside. No one wants to see 47922 pictures of that. Besides, with my sleep issues, I am not always up that early. I have really been trying to take a good hard look at myself, though, to assess where I really need to make…

  • Better Every Day,  Hey. Hi. Hello.,  Rediscovery

    Well, hello…

    I am so horrible about being here. I WANT to be here. I have a lot of crap I would love to get off my chest. But, just like FB and elsewhere, no one wants to read my whining posts. SO, I try to suck it up. I lost my job back in September. I knew it was coming, as my boss distanced herself from me, and my coworkers got to the point that they didn’t even acknowledge me until they needed something. It sucked. I really loved my job. For the first time in my life, I did not dread going in to work. I have loved all of…

  • Rediscovery

    The day it all changed.

    August 11, 2021. August 11 was my original due date for my kidlet. I had to have them forcefully evicted a week beyond that day… but I digress. August 11, 2021, I was watching an episode of America’s Got Talent. That is one of those shows that I will watch when there is nothing else on. I will forever be grateful for watching on that day. That was the day that Nightbirde auditioned. I would assume you know who that is, lest ye have been under a rock for the last year! I, like millions of others, were completely captivated by her. First, her voice, and her song, reduced me…